Nice stuff you have thar :3
At least that’s how it is for me.
both at the same time tho
Why is this so accurate?
When You Accidentally Drop Your Cookie In The Milk
OH THE PAIN!!!
This just in: steam will pay you $15 to get rid of borderlands 2
How I wish this to be true…so fudging much~
thesis journal 02012014
Happy first day of the month(if you believe in such) but a more appropriate greeting Happy Lunar New Year (praise be to Princess Moonbutt)
Noticed lack of consistency on my part, I feel bad about it. But with conditions given, it is understandable why. Though this entry is more subjective than objective; thinking that some reflection is in order.
I very much regret the greatest decision of putting off my time of more creative and productive ways for playing games. Right now, I am wallowing in the fruits of this, loving the bitter consequences of procrastination. I am making every measure to borrow whatever time I need and jam it in mere days. It is not an understatement that I am trying to beat the clock. And so far, most of my work may be for naught but I digress. I am not about to throw in the towel.
Most of the progress done just lies in pencil lines, scribbles and notes; Most waiting for the chance of being put together into a cohesive mass that is supposed to be my thesis. And yet I do fear for my life right now. Call me a Sadomasochist, of which I might be, but I love pressure. I feel more alive, more capable of anything as the deadline looms; the edge of my sword ever sharper in my grip.
Being as poetic to describe that should account for something yes?
As of this entry, I plan to have a vigil. Catching up as much as I can and as quick as I can without faltering. I have faith in myself rather I believe as I can that I will reach the deadline.
I often ask myself ‘Should I ask for help?’ or something along those lines. More or less its pride that gets in the way of that. I would rather do something on my own than ask for help. But in no way I look at asking for assistance weakness, in fact it is strength. As I said, pride. Though I often wonder if maybe another reason would be that I want to prove something. Whatever that something is, I could list as many as I can possibly deduce. The ones that surface the most is 'I desire the challenge' or 'I want this to be a learning experience'. Though some are ‘I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems’ to the arrogant like 'People don't understand what I am doing, they might make a greater mess of things. Leaving me to clean it up, etc'.
There is some irony in there somewhere, just don’t want to look for it.
I no longer complain about the cold…for now. I treat the chill to be a comrade in my ever daunting task for the summit that is the scholastic achievement of graduation. So far, listening to covers of songs that resonate with my internal frequency make up much of the fuel I need to stay awake. Keeping my heart beating and my soul warm.
I need this
I NEED IT!
I’m rolling with the tea-making suggestion because
these would make great cups for long nights and when friends come over~